Flare ups.

I haven't been home for very large amounts of time this weekend (my favorite kind of weekend) but what time I did have sitting around here, I have had the biggest urge to write in my physical journal for the last few days. The downside to that is, my lupus has been flaring up the last week. Bad. I started my meds a few weeks ago, but after creating a baby, maybe my body has decided the dosage is wrong, or maybe they just need to find a better combination of meds that suit me better altogether. However, in order for that to happen I would have to be able to see my rheumatologist and in order to see my rheumatologist, I need insurance that covers his visits, because I know now that I'm not pregnant anymore he's going to want to do some bloodwork and the insurance (if you can even call it that) I get from work doesn't cover SHIT, except I don't have to pay more than 10 bucks copay.

I'm thinking of getting help elsewhere, if possible.

But to tell you about my weekend. Friday, some very good friends of mine FINALLY had their baby, so Jake and I went to visit them and meet baby Tucker. Saturday, we loaded up the gokart and took a little ride up a mountain side, got a little muddy and dusty, then that night decided we were going to eat Chili's and when we got there, were surprised to run into one of my best friends Katie and her husband, and they were with a guy Jake was in the Army with, so we all decided to sit together. It was a nice dinner.

Today was supposed to be a lazy day because we THOUGHT our bedroom was going to be finished and we could start moving our stuff into it, but nah, I guess having a pool party was a more pressing matter. We did sit around until another couple of our friends invited us to go eat Mexican food. Our waitress was awful, but other than that, we had a good time.

I know it's not much to read when it comes to interesting, but hey, that's my life and it will have to do.