I am trying.

Before getting pregnant, I used to say things about myself being fat, sometimes for a boost in self confidence because I knew Jake would give me that, and then sometimes just because I really felt like I could look better. (this is me a year ago)

I WISH I was as little as I was back when I thought I was fat.

BUT, this is why I have been doing crunches every day for the past week and a half. I want my flat tummy back, and to feel really good about myself. I never had to work at it before, but I guess after you've had a baby, everything changes.

I am my own motivation.